life relates to science a whole lot. thinking about fate and the workings of the world. about how things look so simple upon first glance. and then, you step closer and closer, quite a bit like the scene in ferris bueller's day off, when cameron is starting at seurat's la grand jatte. and things become so much more complex on the smaller scale.

the world works in mysterious ways. no, i've got nothing grand to write about. i'm just trying to keep the faith, i guess. certain things happen at certain times to create certain reactions and reverberations. thats all i'm saying. coincidences are fusions or fissions. or atoms splitting.

things haven't been that great lately. i mean, just go look....diaryland entries every day. that signals complete boredom or a troublesome period on the brink. i've been sad and quiet and introspective. i've probably been toeing the line of self pity. part of it feels good. part of it just doesn't. it's like overindulging on ice cream. good up to a point. and then it just starts to be sad and painful.

oh i'm rambling now. with nothing too groundbreaking to say. so i'll just retire to bed then.