wow. this is weird. this whole new diaryland format. it seems to bring a much heavier feeling to the whole job of keeping this diary up. not like i need anything heavier to write about.

today was kind of a weird day. well, things have just been weird lately in general. from the ex factor. to the dreams i had last night. to the strange coincidence of tv shows involving dams. to me digging through old sketchbooks looking for a certain drawing, and being bombarded by old writings that make me sad...and a little creeped out.

i guess i'm in a state where i'm nostalgic for the people who make me happy. and i'm trying to figure out how and why they made me happy. and maybe why no one is fitting that bill lately.

i saw some college roomies tonight. and someone brought up a party back in the day that involved skinny dipping. and how some pictures were taken during that skinny dipping episode. one pic in particular was of me and the college love and another roomie. all nekkid and shit in the pool. i miss her. i really really do. maybe i'll make her a mix. you know, because mixes solve everything. or at least they say a lot when you can't bring yourself to say what you really want to.

things are just plain weird. i need to paint more. and make some mix cds, i guess. that's my sunday for ya.