it is 11:07 pm. i have had a full day of work, though i can't quite tell you what i did there besides go out to lunch with our benefits guy. which was weird by the way. i have played in a soccer game and lost. and i have gotten a nasty bruise/cut thing on my shin. isn't that what shinguards are for? damnit. i have gone to a bar, pretty reluctantly, in a haze. i ate 3 pieces of pizza, and i'm now home listening to justice. i have yet to form an opinion on them.

i still have a crush on straight girl. i saw her on thursday. somehow texting occurred and we met at the coffee shop to make fun of roommate. her invitation, not mine. she's out of town this weekend, so we won't be having vmars sunday.

i might be developing a strange interest with a girl at work. mahybe its just because she likes DM. oh well.

i have been painting every night this week. except tonight- soccer. i've got a show to get ready for. i need to find my photo guy's number. i need to work on the paintings for work soon too. maybe tomorrow.

you know what i've been lovnig lately? falling asleep. not sure why. good dreams, maybe.

oh, did i tell you that the basketball coach wrote back to me, re:art show invite. she did. she was like 1 of 5 people who responded to my email. silly how happy that makes me, even though she can't go to the show.