i am a few things right now.

after thinking, i am mostly kind of upset because i don't think it is fair waht you are doing. part of this might be my fault because you don't know me as well as you think you do. part of this might be my fault because i am not as honest about myself as i should be- but that is an error of omission, not one of commission. there is an obvious difference.

so i have been told, recently that a friend of a friend of my best friend is coming to visit. and she might be someone i should "get to know" because we would be a great couple or something like that. i have decided that it is very unfair to suit me up with these ambitions of hooking up with someone when you know:
a)i don't hook up with a lot of randoms or with a lot of people in general. why? because:
b)i don't normally want to kiss people until i know them or have a lot of something (desire, for example) built up towards them. so, telling me that you are trying to hook me up either:
1)encourages me to lust after something that i have no idea what the guaranteed return rate is.... or
2) is encouraging their decision to go to a certain school based upon the falsified (sort of) relations they received while they were here.

that being said, i had fun, i think she is cute.