i am up way too early for a sunday morning. a sunday morning after a wedding. a wedding where we played cups. but we played adult cups....you know, sitting down and all.

wow, so a WHOLE lot went down last night. and you have the work crush to thank for my new use of caps in sentences.

i'm sitting in the continental breakfast area of this crazy hotel in iowa, typing on this internet, drinking awful awful hotel coffee. it tastes like poopy shit. and i am reviewing last nights texts. between me and the work crush. the flirting and the confessions just kept coming out. she asked if i'd be her date to a wedding of one of our coworkers. i told her i would gladly, and that maybe i'd like to be her date to other things too.

she told me that she isn't into defining herself as straight or gay- and when she likes someone it just happens. she's had crushes on girls, but nothing like this. she doesn't want to come off as someone who is just going through a phase. because she's pretty serious about stuff like this.

she likes me because i'm a dork. and the feeling (and habits) are mutual.

things might be weird at work on monday. i suppose i'm prepared for that though. things have been weird at work for awhile. what with her liking me since day two of work (yeah that came out last night). what with me finding out that she had a crush on me. what with us doing the majority of our talking online or via text message.

now though, i guess we can take that step forward. you know, the one where i can hold her hand.

god i'm such a dork.