she left yesterday, from a party, without explanation. i spent the rest of the afternoon crying.

i don't know why- maybe i was drunk and she thought i was being dumb. i WAS being dumb, in a mardi gras kind of way. but this is all speculation. since she hasn't responded to any of my text (2) texts yesterday.

i can't eat, and i didn't sleep well last night. i feel at fault for something, but i don't know what. i just want things to be ok. i just want her to talk to me.