hmmm. what a strange day. i was sick, from anxiety. no eating, no real sleeping. waiting around all day to meet up with the gf to "talk properly" in person.

in the end, after bringing things up on gtalk about trust, about relationship issues, about not knowing me/understanding me, our talk consisted of her saying that she was overwhelmed by being around too many of my friends whom she doesn't know, me being a bit dumb, and her needing some alone time. i asked if she had more she wanted to talk about and she never really responded.

we did however kiss goodnight and part our separate ways after hanging out and having dinner together.

...and she says she doesn't understand me. girls.